So many changes this last year. I've been swapping entertainment partners and started dating again, only to find out I no longer want to date. I just want to be with one guy. The guy. My guy. Can't say I saw this coming. Me and S had so many convictions on how to deal with such issues, and I find that as I face them, I so readily am prepared to shun my own rules. What has the world come to? And yet, I continue to have no regrets and very little shame. Oy.
So many changes this year. S is leaving the tri-city area and heading towards the other edge of our valley. It definitely won't be the same without her nearby. I might have to update more often since she will be but a finger tip away. Or a phone call. Maybe even a short hop on the freeway, but that is beside the point.
So many changes next year. I have to start focusing on my career again and finish some courses that I looked into. Need to cut down on lag time and perfection too, hence the choppy posts. Got to be quick in my mind and on my feet so I can fit everything in my schedule. These last few years have been slow paced and relaxing, but the clock still ticks away relentlessly.
Most of the time change is difficult, but sometimes it is good. Sometimes, really good. People can't be afraid of change, otherwise, we will never evolve. After all, we can't have improvements without some sort of change. We can just hope it is for the better and be ready to embrace it or overcome it if it proves to be otherwise.
