So many changes this last year. I've been swapping entertainment partners and started dating again, only to find out I no longer want to date. I just want to be with one guy. The guy. My guy. Can't say I saw this coming. Me and S had so many convictions on how to deal with such issues, and I find that as I face them, I so readily am prepared to shun my own rules. What has the world come to? And yet, I continue to have no regrets and very little shame. Oy.
So many changes this year. S is leaving the tri-city area and heading towards the other edge of our valley. It definitely won't be the same without her nearby. I might have to update more often since she will be but a finger tip away. Or a phone call. Maybe even a short hop on the freeway, but that is beside the point.
So many changes next year. I have to start focusing on my career again and finish some courses that I looked into. Need to cut down on lag time and perfection too, hence the choppy posts. Got to be quick in my mind and on my feet so I can fit everything in my schedule. These last few years have been slow paced and relaxing, but the clock still ticks away relentlessly.
Most of the time change is difficult, but sometimes it is good. Sometimes, really good. People can't be afraid of change, otherwise, we will never evolve. After all, we can't have improvements without some sort of change. We can just hope it is for the better and be ready to embrace it or overcome it if it proves to be otherwise.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Monday, January 2, 2012
It's been awhile.....
Happy New year!
So I've been seeing this guy for a few months, which is partly why I've been MIA (but really, I've just been lazy). He actually made me forget about the others, well, not exactly, but figuratively speaking, yes. Perhaps it would be more fitting to say that he makes me want to forget the other guys. Having someone new made me reflect on the reasons why the others did not work out. I'm still not sure as to why I'm so drawn to the current flame. It's not just because he's new or exceptionally hot. But I did choose him. As cheesy as this may sound, he is unlike the other guys, although he is a regular guy. More importantly, he makes me happy. It makes me sad when he is not happy. The future is unclear at the moment, but at least I do not foresee an end. It's a new beginning and a new year. I hope the story continues to unravel and there is a happy ending. I am still a romantic after all.
=)
So I've been seeing this guy for a few months, which is partly why I've been MIA (but really, I've just been lazy). He actually made me forget about the others, well, not exactly, but figuratively speaking, yes. Perhaps it would be more fitting to say that he makes me want to forget the other guys. Having someone new made me reflect on the reasons why the others did not work out. I'm still not sure as to why I'm so drawn to the current flame. It's not just because he's new or exceptionally hot. But I did choose him. As cheesy as this may sound, he is unlike the other guys, although he is a regular guy. More importantly, he makes me happy. It makes me sad when he is not happy. The future is unclear at the moment, but at least I do not foresee an end. It's a new beginning and a new year. I hope the story continues to unravel and there is a happy ending. I am still a romantic after all.
=)
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