Nostalgic. Pain.

Xin Tong

Shen me shi ai?
Shen me you shi wu nai?
Wu yan de xiang dui,
Wo shi fo yi ming bai?

Man man, zhou shang ni de mian qian,
Mo jing ni de shou,
Jiang ren zhe yan lei dui ni,
Shuo sheng, zhen zhong.

Yi wei wo men de ai,
Hui liu quan zai shi jie,
Yi wei wo men de shi yan,
Hui zhi dao yong yuan,

Shui zhi zuo ye meng li de ni,
Zao yi jing bu shi ni,
Cong ci, wo ye bu zhai shi,
Zi ji.

******

Shen me shi ai?
Shen me you shi wu nai?
Wu yan de xiang dui,
Wo shi fo yi ming bai?

Man man, zhou shang ni de mian qian,
Mo jing ni de shou,
Jiang ren zhe yan lei dui ni,
Shuo sheng, zhen zhong.

Yi wei wo men de ai,
Hui liu quan zai shi jie,
Yi wei wo men de shi yan,
Hui zhi dao yong yuan,

Shui zhi zuo ye meng li de ni,
Zao yi jing bu shi ni,
Wo ye bu zai shi
Zi Ji!

Yi wei yuan fang de feng,
Hui cui shang wo de tong,
Wo yi wei huang he de tian bian,
You ke wang de wen rou,

Zhi shi, zhe ge dui ni de xin,
Cong ci, mei you ren neng dong,
Ren zai wo xin tong de meng,
Piao liu!

Thought of the Day

It's hard to restrain yourself when the sign says, "Don't Touch."

It's even more difficult when you're the one who posted the sign.

Happy Singles Awareness Day!

I feel silly.  I've been cyber-spying on someone(s) who wanted to get to know me and seem to have turned things around.  I think I will stop now.  For reals.  It's not worth my time or agony and no longer fun.  sigh.  

On the flip side, today is a great day to get together with my still single friends to mingle.  Sure we've lost a few to Cupid, but the rest of us can still find comfort in each other's solace.  Plus it's a great excuse to get ice cream and other sweet treats!

So HSAD and HVD a!!

Anti-Reflection

How foolish I feel when I don't heed my own warnings. How quickly one single, irrational act can unfurl a slew of collected rationale. Then again, there's no telling that this game isn't functioning on single player mode. I think I will stop and retreat. Once again.

Reflection

I just re-read the message prior to the message that came before the previous and realized that that type of reaction happens quite often.  I don't know if it is a good thing.  Sometimes it seems to cause more agony and mixed feelings than excitement and fulfillment.  Only sometimes.

Happy 2009!

Well, I lasted to the New Year, which was my goal, well mostly, well sorta.  You know, it's just not fun playing by oneself.  humph.  Engaging another doesn't really hurt, right?  Right?  What really matters is that, I demonstrated integrity during the designated time period.  Besides, it's not like it was a single-sided ordeal.  

Now, for the other thing, do short messages count as a full turn?  I'm tired of being the best hider.  Especially when I stopped liking that game eons ago.  I should tell the players my rules, but they should know by now, or at least know that they should ask if it is unclear.

We'll see what this New Year brings eh?